Wuts the point ne more? i dont think there is one.. there never was one.. i dont see y u care so much.. i dont get it.. y do u ? well u shouldnt.. cuz there isnt a point. cuz i gave up a long long time ago..

Im gona give up again.. cuz thats all i really can do.. so here i will say it outloud for you to hear.. im finally giving up on you..

I've lost alot of weight.. u asked me how, i said easily i didnt eat much adn i work out.. then u asked me " why.. why do that to urself.." and i say " cuz now maybe u will like me better"

For months now i have been sad and all depressed and u dont even see it.. u werent here for a couple of months so u didnt have to see me suffer, u didnt get to see my pain.. now maybe u will see it..

promise me this.. when i die you wont cry.. u will be happy and remember this is wut u wanted.. dont cry for me.. u never cared before y care now? be happy be free... and now u wil c how much pain i was in.. goodbye for now

I feel sick
im tired of this
i cant sleep
im gettin weak
im almost done
for i have not won
i give on you and everything
i cant keep doin this
u r all i can ever miss

Depressed as can be
but no one can see
that u mean everything to me
so here is the key
to my black and broken soul
all the blood i have spilt is in this big bowl
im goin away now... goodbye

I dotn remember how to be happy.. i have faked it forever it seems like.. i dont remember how to smile.. i faked that too ... i dont remember.. i dont even kno wut to do

be yourself and no one else

I have nothing to hold on to ne more.. so im holding on to nothing...