I know what they say about me, I know what they all want from me, but I know that my heart only belongs to you and even though you claim all these lies about me, deep down you know that I would never leave you for a game board.

How is it I still remember the way your lips taste, how is it that I remember the warmness of your arms, how is it that I left you? because I dont even remember.

Its been awhile since I have called you, its been too long since I touch your lips on my skin, and my days have been longer without you, and now with Christmas coming I know its only the beginning.

I feel nothing but spaces in my heart, Ive been running in circles for a sentence to explain the spaces. Every place that I hide, every sound that I hear is telling me go fill my heart once again with your love and tell you I was wrong to have let you go.

I still wonder if what we had could have been true love, I still wonder if you are doing ok without me, I wonder if you think of me like I do, because I never knew a love that could be sweeter. I still wonder till this day why we left each other?

I do miss you, I miss your voice, I miss your smile, I miss the way you used to flirt your way to my heart and damn did it work, until one day you disappeared and let me to fall into the waterfall of tears.

I was once a slave from your words that made me fall into your games. i was once ghost longing for your touch, i was once a women who knew to control her emotions until i meet you, until i loved you.

For each forgotten kiss, for all the memory, for all times of look, said all we had to say. You play your part so well, a modern Romeo you came on cupids wings, and then you flew away and let me in the rain.

My heart beats the melody of our love, my mind whispers the reality to crawl out of my skin and prove to my heart that melody is just a water fall pouring out this love. and see that rainbow shining over the sun. from that moment I knew I was free.

What falls, will become into something new, what’s new will turn into something of tomorrow, what shines will burn out of fuel when she fully meet your tender heart loving more than just one of us.