hello i am you weard teen.i am 13. my life have been bad so fare i have cute myself when i was 12 and i started to smoke when i was 11. this is all beacuse of my famaly i think my mom is dieing her kindness fully shut down and the docs dont know why or how. my grandma beats me with books. and we fight all the time. my best friends name is amanda m. i could talk to her like i cant talk to no one. me and her got in a fight. but after that WE ARE BEST OF FRIENDS! i go to solvay school. i have a lot of friends but there not true friends everone here is 2 faced. they will talk about you and then try and be your firneds. im like telling you my life storie but you have to read this to understand my poems! my 1st love died when he was only 14. he didnt on april 1's 2006. the last time i cut myself was when he dided but befor that i stoped in the summer but i couldnt take it!! well im in school doing this becuse i dont have a comp. at home and we have to swich classes know so i hope you see were im comeing from with my poems!