"When i decide what i believe, what i fell must be done. Ill have the courage to stand up for what is right, even if im standing alone".

-elenor rosevelt... but not rilly cuz i changed it a bit.
♥

I stare at the seconds of my life ticking away on the screen. I shiver, i understand now the mistake i made before thaat cost me a million memories.

Why is it that i come across so weak. he thinks i cant handle it... but now its [him <3] who im worried about.

And i swear

<3

Hes going to move.
hes going to move with out knowing something.
he going to leave.
hes going to leave the state with out knowing something.
he might as well be a million miles away from here and hell never have known this.

I hadnt seen him in 5 months. I saw his face and i ran tward him. We just hugged standing there in the middle of qudoba. I tried to pull away but i just couldnt seem to. I didnt want to. We were gripped so tightly. god id missed him.

Some times fancy words arent wat u need.
he told me he loved me.

and u know what i did?

behind his shoulder a tear feel out f my eye.

All i could so was stare at my nothing ticking away.

& We laid there for ever. For the first time in my life i was standing inbetween our hearts, and for the first time in my life i felt needed.

This time around im here.
for good.