You wonder why im shy and i have nothing to say?

its only becuase i believe this is all too perfect to be..

real

<3

So i guess anyone could say everything is perfect <3

but i know

everything is wrong.

<3

"he only matters to me when were this close" <3

& he told me that it just proves that its all real and not just a big fantasy. <3

Im just so scared that one day you will be the one to wake up and realize that im not [worth it anymore <3].

He thought i didnt want him there..

is he kidding?

i told him that i would have given everything just to see him on my birthday.

The more you care, the more your willing to loose. <33

And i guess its possible:; we've said it so many times that it doesn't even mean anything...

The thoughts in my head stand in a straight line between our two hearts.

So ive been told that if i make you my everything, when you leave ill have nothing...

and i just decided... im ok with that.