Its been a****ed up years 1st i move to a new school new everything miles away from my friends then my uncle cumits suicied my grandma dies my last grandma then a very good friend of the familys has a stroke if you can top that years god bless you

We spent two nights together but i live in that moment when we smiled and hugged (if you could only no how i truly feel)

Even if i did tell you you still wouldnt listen or understand

I wrote your name in the sand but it washed away i wrote it on a pice of paper and lost it i wrote with a razer on my wris so now everyone one nos who caused this

The blood want bring you back but nether did the tears and this feels so much better

I love walking in the rain so no one can see how hard im crying

My only true wish is to have you tell me you love me.......

and for me to believe you

~*i dont know if its butterflys ever time i see you or if its the blood dripping from my heart that you broke~*