In a world,
Away from the one you have known...
I thought if I could overcome my fears
It would relieve the pain...
My deepest argument,
As a child pretending to be a woman...
... Till I reach my expiration date-
and until life's taste leaves its bitter residue...
Disbelief-
as the officer stands before her...
I pledge allegiance
As I stare at a flag...
I'm sitting here at two in the morning,
School is only a few hours away...
Whose personality is everyone imitating?
Whose style is everyone emulating...
I\'m just the girl you noticed at the gas station-
whose eyes screamed mercy for her soul...
Lifes unforgiving,
Loves unrelenting...
Ten years from now-
I won't remember the argument...
Interrupt these silent screams
Wipe away these blood laced tears...