*~sad gurl~*

About *~sad gurl~*

Hey well i am A small town gal and love it except i live by no one. but its quite.
------------------------- Well my dad died May 14 2005 From drinking and driving. Ya see me and my dad were never close because he left us when i was 4 weeks old. so i only saw him about 20 times my whole life if that. I never stayed the nite w/ him and the one time i almost did i freaked out and had my mom and grandma come pick me up and i think i made him feel bad bc i kept sayin i didnt know him and i didnt want to stay w/ a stranger. Well i forgot about the time when i was ten... the cops were tring 2 find him and so he moved 2 flordia and so my grandma me my uncle and his 2 neices all went down 2 see him and not once did he stay in that house w/ us he always went to his buddys and got drunk and played pool. so we went there 4 nothin and wasted a lot of money 4 that man to not talk 2 me.!
------------------------- My mom is like never home and i always watch my lil sis and bro! well i feel bad bc she takes credit 4 my attemtped suicide not 2 long ago and she thinks it was her fault. which it wasnt!
-------------------------WElp mah life perty much sux ifya havent relized n now that i lost mah best friends {coty n steph n dustin} i am hopeless. i hate it but mah only TRUE REAL friend is Jette n shs like mah whole life. i am glad she is always ther for me...we have so much in common...like the same guys...i know i know you had THAT ONE GUY..you know who first A.V. first but ya know its all good. ur mah only true gurl n.e.more! n man i love you for that...i mean seriosly our lifes are like THE SAME! same attitudes {sometimes...depends on whos on ther period..-lol-} we write bout the same things! we are the GREATEST for eachother...really we r..welp yea thats bout it.
------------------------- ME N JETTE party all the time together...AWSOME!!!
------------------------- welp thats bout it for me...latr alicia

Profile of *~sad gurl~*

  • Age : 13
  • Gender : Female
  • Country : USA, Indiana
  • Joined : Feb 19, 2004
  • Last Visit : 20 years ago
  • Poems : 19
  • Comments : 22
  • Quotes : 3
  • Posts : 0
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Latest Poems By *~sad gurl~*

  • This is the story
    Bout a young gurl...

  • I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
    FROM THE GROUND TO THE SKY...

  • Living this lie I\'m living
    with nothing worth while...

  • I used to slit my wrists
    I wanted to comment suicide...

  • Leaving you killed me
    i couldn't believe i was doing it...

Latest Quotes By *~sad gurl~*

  • *i HaTe Me*i HaTe I cRy EvRyDaY* i HaTe I dOnT hAvE n.E.oNe To TaLk To*MoSt Of AlL i HaTe Me*

    18 years ago
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  • ~HoW cAn YoU tRuSt PeOpLe WhEn YoU cAnT eVeN tRuSt UrSeLf~

    18 years ago
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  • Always try to hold onto to what you dont have for long. Cause if you think you are mad at them and will never forgive them you are very wrong.

    R.I.P Charles Lewis
    10/14/61-5/14/05
    This was my dad

    19 years ago
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