I don't no what is wrong with me i cant explain...

By the time you read this il probley be dead i bet...

I no u want 2 die i feel the same way why should...

Have u ever seen life threw troubled eyes
when everyone around u always lies...

I miss u, i wish u were here
but in my heart i no your near...

Listen to people
and the pain they have...

I always get horrible taught in my head of u dyin
i picture it all... as im always crying...

People say im mad
but im not that bad...

My frist day at secondary school
everyone taught i was a fool...

When i needed u the most
u were never there...

U said u were clean
but what does that mean...

I have been very strong
all my life...