I felt depression like never before if only u could come back threw the door

U say im like a sister and that u really care if thats the case why arent u here

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life..

not mine.. got it frm my favourite song

I hide my pain from the rest of the world thats why i am so funny

My life's like a fairytale that nobody believes in... onli differences theres no happy endings

Everything that i love in life is killing me cause it's bad for my health

Ive been here for 20 years and already my life is over

I feel like im not in control of my life everyone i love is leaving me

I cant control my anger how i wish they would go away

I am not happy with life but i pray for a better day