I miss your arms around me
The way you kept me safe...

What have I done to deserve this?
The constant pain...

Why did you have to leave me here
Missing you alone...

Life is so complicated
With births and deaths...

This pain is unbearable
The thoughts are tearing me apart...

I may be young
But marriage still pokes into my thoughts...

I have conflicting thoughts
And mixed emotions...

I've led a hard life
Full of abuse, yelling, pain...

I poured my heart and soul into our relationship
Tried my hardest to keep things calm...

My anger has faded away
The pain is no longer stabbing at me...

My heart is slowly changing,
Emptying until nothing is left...

I want you back in my heart
Want to receive your phone calls...