I feel light headed and protected while your arms...
When I know you'll not leave my side...

You are so different from the other guys that I've...
You are quiet, willful, strong, and compassionate...

You asked me to be your girlfriend
And I said yes...

It is the Christmas season
Yet I don't feel the spirit...

I'm for real
And I don't like playing games...

I thought that life was meant to teach you lessons
But I now realize it is meant to cause you harm...

I have started a new chapter in my life
And I will no longer care what anyone thinks...

I've got to get this shit out
And maybe I'll be able to sleep...

I'm so confused and don't know what to do
I miss you, yet I miss him also...

My heart is in fragments which break and crumble
I become more numb and silent with each passing...

It shouldn't have happened
I don't understand why I couldn't back down...

Why did I screw up?
Why couldn't I just say no...