One little sip
A hit of harsh smoke...

This pain
The damn frustration...

I am ready to explode
All of these mixed emotions are ripping me to...

Here I lay with my fading soul
As you rip my heart from within my chest...

It is the Christmas season
Yet I don't feel the spirit...

When I first laid eyes on you
My heart nearly stopped...

The sun was setting
As we said goodbye...

I walk alone in my final dream
No one there to guide me...

My emotions are not a child's toys
They are a part of me...

Take a hit
Settle back and relax...

These footprints in the sand may lead me to no...
But I do not think that this will happen...

You are such an amazing person
And all that you have been through...