Glorious sound floats to my ears
And I follow the noise to a room full of light...
I was drowning in a dark pool of misery
With only tears of pain to entertain me...
Sitting here
Holding the razor blade...
I have started a new chapter in my life
And I will no longer care what anyone thinks...
It's time we took our love to the next step
Did you know...
My anger has faded away
The pain is no longer stabbing at me...
Why did I screw up?
Why couldn't I just say no...
You keep yelling at me,
Pushing me over the edge...
I've got to get this shit out
And maybe I'll be able to sleep...
It shouldn't have happened
I don't understand why I couldn't back down...
Depression holds a lock in my heart
Preventing the joy I seek...
Please, don't go
Don't leave me here all alone...