I breathe slowly in & out but the pain still pulsates through my body I can't escape your poison && you make me feel amazing even if it's only for a second...

--You make me sick but you appear so sweet--

Falling deeper in love not caring of the consequences Dreaming each day...in this paradise you have created...

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I've finally become numb to the fact that you will NEVER love me again...as I watch you hold closely to your new love as bloody hatred tears run down my cheeks...

You'd think I'd cry when you left me, it's funny, because I've become numb to the pain that has surrendered to my darkest fears.

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My tear drops hold...
Lies
Love
Heart Break
Deciet
Hatred...

Does yours?

Heart Broken and Sad
Am I going to stay this way forever?
Broken up inside and Lost
Will I be healed and found?

Loving you, hating you, loosing my mind, wastin' my time...