I miss you so much mum
I can't believe it's been nearly four years...

Hurt, alone, confused
Grieving, craving, dying...

Played and manipulated
Taken for a fool...

Trapped in a bubble
Kept inside forever...

For a split second I had you
My beautiful baby...

I feel so much pain
I feel so much anger...

All I can think about is what I've lost
All I can think about is how much I miss it...

I am a doormat
She walks in...

Why is it so hard
Not knowing the answer to something...

Why do people keep telling me Im doing so well?
Youre so brave...

I never got to say a proper goodbye
Not while you were still awake...

Im so sick of missing her
Sick of crying at anything...