Its the Easter weekend
And I can only think of you...
How could she have ever thought that I didnt...
How did she not know that I thought about it every...
I am floating in a world
A world that I dont know...
I miss you
But I want to move on...
You would be 58 this year
If you were still here...
I miss you mum
But its not quite as bad...
Sitting in that cold, dark room
Sitting in a sea of guilt...
I see that look in your eyes
You are so hurt, but pretend not to be...
I never wanted you to feel this way
When you have no idea what to think or feel...
You left me alone
And then wondered why I wasn't there with you...