You left me alone
And then wondered why I wasn't there with you...
Trapped in a bubble
Kept inside forever...
For a split second I had you
My beautiful baby...
All I can think about is what I've lost
All I can think about is how much I miss it...
Disappearing in to the wilderness
Floating through the night sky...
I feel so much pain
I feel so much anger...
Played and manipulated
Taken for a fool...
Hurt, alone, confused
Grieving, craving, dying...
I miss you so much mum
I can't believe it's been nearly four years...
You were the most generous person Ive ever known
So caring, kind and gentle...
Sinking
Drowning...
I wish people didnt care so much
I wish they asked about me as such...