Why did you leave?
Why did you go away...
I am a doormat
She walks in...
Why is it so hard
Not knowing the answer to something...
I never wanted you to feel this way
When you have no idea what to think or feel...
I see that look in your eyes
You are so hurt, but pretend not to be...
Sitting in that cold, dark room
Sitting in a sea of guilt...
She doesnt seem to care anymore
She doesnt seem to listen anymore...
I miss you mum
But its not quite as bad...
You would be 58 this year
If you were still here...
I miss you
But I want to move on...
I am floating in a world
A world that I dont know...
I have never felt so alone
Like no one cares...