A year ago today
You lay in the hospital bed...

How could she have ever thought that I didnt...
How did she not know that I thought about it every...

I feel completely alone
When I am surrounded by people...

Its the Easter weekend
And I can only think of you...

Im so sick of missing her
Sick of crying at anything...

I never got to say a proper goodbye
Not while you were still awake...

Why do people keep telling me Im doing so well?
Youre so brave...

I think I miss you more now
Now that its been a while...

I feel like I am living someone elses life
That this life is just a game, one that cant be...

There are no words to explain how I feel
There is just silence and its so surreal...