A year ago today
You lay in the hospital bed...

I see that look in your eyes
You are so hurt, but pretend not to be...

I miss you mum
But its not quite as bad...

I am a doormat
She walks in...

Its the Easter weekend
And I can only think of you...

All I can think about is what I've lost
All I can think about is how much I miss it...

I am floating in a world
A world that I dont know...

I miss you so much mum
I can't believe it's been nearly four years...

Why did you leave?
Why did you go away...

You would be 58 this year
If you were still here...

Why do people keep telling me Im doing so well?
Youre so brave...

I feel so much pain
I feel so much anger...