I miss you
But I want to move on...

I feel like I am living someone elses life
That this life is just a game, one that cant be...

I wish people didnt care so much
I wish they asked about me as such...

Played and manipulated
Taken for a fool...

I think I miss you more now
Now that its been a while...

For a split second I had you
My beautiful baby...

Disappearing in to the wilderness
Floating through the night sky...

Hurt, alone, confused
Grieving, craving, dying...

I never got to say a proper goodbye
Not while you were still awake...

There are no words to explain how I feel
There is just silence and its so surreal...

I have never felt so alone
Like no one cares...

How could she have ever thought that I didnt...
How did she not know that I thought about it every...