I've always said i want a girl who will push me,
a girl that will make me bend the rules...

You left me alone,
you sent me back to my hole...

I live my life for happiness,
all i want is to be happy...

Every day we see people walking,
people conversing...

Like a ray of sunshine I had found u,
A gentle, warm slap in the face, and there u were...

Trust, its just a word, like protection.
yet both of these small insignificant things are...

So many times before have i discovered good things...

1000 thoughts still racing through my head;
but now 999 of them are about you...

Again i wake, dreading the though of opening my...
fearing they will only reveal the hell of my life...

U pushed me away,
u did this...

Alone i lay, direction less, and with out a sense...

Can anyone tell me why i feel what i feel?
i exist in a world fighting against me. a world...