Y can she love someone who has raised a hand to her, but not want to give me a shot to make her as happy as she makes me?

In what world does she care more about a guy that has mentally and physically beat her down than she does a man who wants only to make her happy, to protect her from all the evil in the world.

And i cant even escape reality when i sleep; because the reality is there is too much going on inside me to sleep....

will i ever sort out my feelings....my life?

As scandalous as this feels,
it feels so right....so natural
it is so easy for me to fall for u,
again and again would i fall too....

After everything i said to u, all the feelings u know i have for u, and all the feelings i know u have for me, how can u expect me to go back?

things will never be the same....and that kills me!

The sweetest fruit always seems to be the one we can’t have.

I miss holding u so much, i can only hope that someday i will once again be able to call u mine!

i miss u kelli

Many have come before u, and perhaps many will come after u; but never again will i encounter another like u.

i miss u kelli

How could u make every inch of me have these feelings for u, and then make my world crash down around me?

again i retreat in to the darkness, perhaps never to rise again.

I look happy, i seem friendly, but inside i am tareing myself to pieces, inside me the darkness grows.

will i ever see the light again?