There we are, laying in my bed, laughing, holding eachother, drifting off to sleep; together. and then it happens, i wake up; reality slaps me in the face. your not here, you never were.

damn that dream

will you ever be mine?

It hurts so much not to see you, it hurts so much not to call you, it hurts so much to not have you. it kills to see you with him; but through it all i am still here, through it all i still want you, if only you knew that

Forget the cars, forget the cash, forget the models, and the movie stars

the thing i want most in this world is love, the thing i want most is you.............. and you don't even know it

I dont want to be your friend, i dont want to be your aquantiance, i dont want to be your confidant or your therapist, i want to be your everything.

but most of all i want you to want me

Everytime you say his name, evertime you point out a hickey, everytime you come to me crying about him, all the good things he does, all the bad things he does, i am always there.

you hurt me so much, and you don't even know it.

Everytime i see a kiss, everytime i see a hug, everytime i see a couple, everytime i see love -- i see you -- i see what i don't have

Why not me?

Your my world, and you don't even know it.

Everytime you look at me my heart races, everytime i hear you laugh a tear comes to my eye, everytime i see you it reminds me of what i don't have.

will you be mine?

I don't know what hurts more, that your not with me, or that your with him.