Forget the cars, forget the cash, forget the models, and the movie stars |
It hurts so much not to see you, it hurts so much not to call you, it hurts so much to not have you. it kills to see you with him; but through it all i am still here, through it all i still want you, if only you knew that |
There we are, laying in my bed, laughing, holding eachother, drifting off to sleep; together. and then it happens, i wake up; reality slaps me in the face. your not here, you never were. |
I look happy, i seem friendly, but inside i am tareing myself to pieces, inside me the darkness grows. |
To really know what u want in life is an amazing thing, but to know she wants u too, but to not be able to have her is TORTURE! ..........man this hurts |
Just as i begin to feel the wormth of the light, something happens, something casts a shadow and the darkness begins to fall. it falls all around me, and again i find myself alone and surrounded by the darkness |
As strong as i am, when i am with you....i am not strong enough! |
We always want what we cant have, and desire what we cant take. |
I try so hard to be what you want me to be, but i dont even know who you are. |
I have so much love inside me, and nothing to do with it. |