I try so hard to be what you want me to be, but i dont even know who you are.

We always want what we cant have, and desire what we cant take.

i am tired of being tortured, i am tired of knowing where to find what i want, and not being able to go and get it

As strong as i am, when i am with you....i am not strong enough!

Just as i begin to feel the wormth of the light, something happens, something casts a shadow and the darkness begins to fall. it falls all around me, and again i find myself alone and surrounded by the darkness

To really know what u want in life is an amazing thing, but to know she wants u too, but to not be able to have her is TORTURE! ..........man this hurts

I look happy, i seem friendly, but inside i am tareing myself to pieces, inside me the darkness grows.

will i ever see the light again?

How could u make every inch of me have these feelings for u, and then make my world crash down around me?

again i retreat in to the darkness, perhaps never to rise again.

Many have come before u, and perhaps many will come after u; but never again will i encounter another like u.

i miss u kelli

I miss holding u so much, i can only hope that someday i will once again be able to call u mine!

i miss u kelli

The sweetest fruit always seems to be the one we can’t have.