Dearest Mum
Sad tears and hurtful words...

Rip the flesh from my skin
Watch the blood turn to black...

Black wings, blue eyes, long hair that grows red
You see me with my friend...

Fragile fears that I hold in my head
Scary thought always run through my blood...

Some people just don't know
Most don't even understand...

A dream that once was will never be
I know I'll never be with you as you can see...

Through the fragile cold
I feel the warmth between the snow...

A dazzling life being wasted
In front of a blaring electron...

An angel fallen from the sky its hard to tell you...
Some say love made her come flying down while...

Wishing I could fly as high as a butterfly
I wanna have wings and fly away from this awful...

For nights I've dreamed in a cotton fairyland
Wishing that someone would find me in this place...

You were something that I loved
Something that I thought was the best...