*I'm drowning in a red river,
*A river of blood and tears
*And I'm being dragged down
*By everybody's fears

I cause myself pain just to know that I'm still alive

I feel as if I'm barely alive
Pain and hate builds up inside
My secrets never seem to be kept
They laughed during the times I wept

Why won't anyone help?

If you die a little each time you cry, why am I not dead yet?

We were supposed to be friends forever.
Forever must not have been that long.