My poems are about,
What I've been through...
When I saw you today,
I got so happy...
My heart bleeds more everyday,
And my scars are bleeding more too...
Every time you smile,
I can tell it's an act...
I am crying silent tears,
I don't want anyone to know...
Everything is perfect
And everything is just fine...
I know I say it,
I say I want to die...
I wish we were still friends,
Like we used to be...
I smile like nothing's wrong,
I laugh like I'm okay...
I don't think I can ever love again,
Because this is hurting me so much...
She was so beautiful,
Had everything she wanted...
People say I'm a beautiful girl,
But I just don't see the beauty...