I think I love you,
I really think I do...

Everyday is a struggle,
I'm just trying to make it by...

I'm sorry for breaking up with you,
I never should have done it...

I'm so sad, I'm so alone,
I'm in so much pain and no one knows...

I cant take it,
And I cant fake it anymore...

I pray to God to help me,
But the pain wont go away...

The pain is growing inside,
And one day I'll just explode...

I can't stand pain,
I can't stand all the lies...

I paint a smile and pretend,
Pretend that I'm okay...

A perfect family is not what I have,
But yet everyone thinks I do...

My poems are about,
What I've been through...

I smile like nothing's wrong,
I laugh like I'm okay...