Catholicism is bullshit.
Spirituality is not found in prayers in church...

I finally understand how it feels like
To want you terribly...

For today I'll pretend like nothing happened.
Because today is a special day...

My mother tells me I'm an idiot
my father tells me he loves me...

When I think of you...
My mind is a void of emptiness...

Eyes, the supposedly window to your
Soul, the reluctant being within you...

When I'm alone I lose myself.
Or do I just find another one of me...