(w)I Loved you, But you never loved me.. How does that work?(w)

Me1: Depressed, sad, cries, misses him, bad.
Newme:Happy, cries of happies, loves her boyfriend, smiles, laughts,
What one do you like better?

If I die today,
Will you remember me tomorrow?
If I die tomorrow,
Will you die with me?

&&... my life flashes before my eyes.

Wrist are bleeding,
Cring,
No life left of me.

The memories of you hurting me,
Me cuting,
It hurts,
A knife in my heart,
Help me,
Silence,
No one cares,
About the girl that cutts her wrists,
And cries out for help.

I don't want to cry anymore. But he makes me..

If I had a choice I would die today, but if I would, I would hurt the one I promised forever with.

Tears+Bloody wristes+No smile+Suicidal=Me!

Why try when your going to get hurt?