All I wanted was the pain to stop
all I wanted was some help
but I was just in the way
my problems were\"too much\" for people

...from my poem So Alone

And she sits alone on her bed
so many thoughts are goin through her head
sometiems she has to sit and ask why?
everything you've ever said was just a lie
her life just isnt right
so she'll take the knife and end it all tonight.....

...How could I be so stupid?..to think you would actually always be there for me...to think you actually cared...I should've known it was all a f.u.c.k.i.n.g. lie...my whole life is a lie...

XxCut my wrist...blood drops down..and my world goes black as i hit the groundxX