XxCut my wrist...blood drops down..and my world goes black as i hit the groundxX

...How could I be so stupid?..to think you would actually always be there for me...to think you actually cared...I should've known it was all a f.u.c.k.i.n.g. lie...my whole life is a lie...

And she sits alone on her bed
so many thoughts are goin through her head
sometiems she has to sit and ask why?
everything you've ever said was just a lie
her life just isnt right
so she'll take the knife and end it all tonight.....

All I wanted was the pain to stop
all I wanted was some help
but I was just in the way
my problems were\"too much\" for people

...from my poem So Alone