I can stand here strong, cold as stone
You can stand there blank, all alone...
The perpetual travel,
A climb to the top...
It's sad how he tries so hard,
to make me happy in any possible way...
You lied straight to my face
You said that you cared...
This time i cant forgive you.
I tried to many times(believe me...
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the dimples on his chin...
Watch this heart shatter,
The broken pieces scatter...
There was a time I knew myself
What I wanted, and who I would be...
Verse 1:
It kills me to see you in the hallway with her...
We never had a chance in this,
it seems our love is gone...
[Chorus]
Here's to the tears you knew I'd cry...
This is a collab between me and my sister...
It was a blast workin with you sis and I know...
Coat me with your lies,
Feeding words into my soul...
Fingers grasping, grabbing, gripping.
Boney back, arms, thighs...
Why does everyone got to
Look like, sound like...
The dreams of death and darkness
Swirl around my mind...
Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will...
Pulling at each mound of fat
That hangs upon my skin...
Last night, I wanted to leave everything and...
But something stopped me. I didn't leave my house...
Don't give up hope, you can get better,
The memories may not leave...
I've died many times
within poetry...
I have been wearing
the perfume of our past on my skin...
Your greatest birthday present ...
... Is the one you gave me and made me smile, and...
You provide the lined paper and I am the pen,
anything and everything we could ever want to be...
Rest easy, sigh no more,
when you come to a place you don't know...
Congratulations. You have done what no one has...
You have taken away a belief that I use to hold...
My mother once said
if I chase curiosity...
Our little homecoming queen, standing on the...
Got her finger down her throat, she won't fail...
Baby, promise me you won't hurt me one more time.
Tell me that you'll never use me for anything...
Tell me lies and call me names
When you need I'm here to blame...
So the inevitable happened; you faded into another...
What was said that time though, just makes my...
My mind is a suitcase and it's kept
the gunpowder close to my lipstick and...