I hate the way things turned out
I hate the things I've done...

Christmas is supposed to be a happy time
The time of year where you don't have to pretend...

I've tried my hardest to move on
But it seems I just can't let go...

When I see him
I can't help but smile...

**Collaboration With Dave**
Dark desire sneaks through a crack...

Hold me tightly in your arms
Promise me everything will be fine...

I always thought people existed
Just to cause each other pain...

Silently crying myself to sleep
Over you I lost so much...

** Collab With Leanne **
Face pressed against your shoulder...

Falling so deep in love
Though really I'm quite scared...

Flashing back to my childhood days
Remembering the terror and pain...

So many times I tried to protect it
Only for someone to steal it away...