I'm sorry that I couldn't protect you
That your life was snatched away so fast...

You know I used to trust you implicitly
Things have changed for every time you speak...

It seems my heart has settled on you
Even though my mind knows this is wrong...

You tell me that you have feelings for her
Yet you still and always will love me...

{And you wonder ...wonder why I continually...
If only I could let down these protruding barriers...

And as I nestle in your once comforting arms
Well aware I'm in for another restless night...

It's just a normal night, another drunken fight
More harsh words exchanged, furniture rearranged...

Yesterday just a small slice of toast
But haven't had anything at all today...

Baby you have no idea just how confused you have...
Tossing and turning staring at the ceiling every...

And everyday is painful, constantly seems I'm...
Tears pooling in these eyes, this heart is slowly...

Have you ever sat in silence smiling
Because of his image in your head...

As you stare at his face you wonder what you ever...
Trying to recall when those special emotions were...