Even when it's raining
Smile stays fixed in place...

Are you aware of what you do?
Tearing me apart piece by piece...

Saying hello to suicide
Can't cope any longer...

Smiling every single day
Feeling cutting pain inside...

Butterflies in my stomach
Problems seeming so light...

Loving you more each day
Without even having to try...

Fingers reaching down your throat
Needing to make yourself choke...

Tears have now given way to rage
Look in my eyes, you'll see spite...

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I've been waiting for so long...

Pull the quilt up a little closer
Make yet another cup of tea...

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Might I ask why you have chosen me...

One day left, nothing to lose
So much to do, what to choose...