**This Is Dedicated To Leanne, My Cousin And One...
These past few months I've been so down...

People pretend to be happy
And they pretend to smile...

I don't know who I am anymore
Didn't expect my life to turn out this way...

Immature and fake
Two faced and untrue...

My arms are folded
As I stand there and glare...

Three weeks later
I'm sat silently alone...

The morning comes quickly
Seems minutes ago I closed my eyes...

I miss him so much
My ex-best friend too...

I don't know where to turn
I don't know what to do...

Hours later I stop crying
And determinedly wipe my eyes...

I hide all of my pain
I hide all of my tears...

Tonight as I lay here and cried
I realized it was three nights in a row...