I miss you.
Every day that passes, I wish- why...

You're still not in my arms.
Still not in this house, in...

It's true that we hadn't talked in months
But I was glad when I got your call...

Darling, I'm starting to feel
That you could be the one...

Something that once seemed so perfect
Leaving me euphoric, everything seemed right...

I read an entry in my diary last night
The one dated June 2004...

{And as mascara stains your cheeks...I smile.}
Didn't you realize that eventually one day...

I just want to say
That I still love you...

Fought attraction for so long
Terrified of being ripped apart...

I fight so hard not to cut.
I want out of his horrible rut...

Hold me tightly in your arms
Promise me everything will be fine...

Knowing that it's become second nature
Hiding the deviousness in my eyes...