Looking out my window
Something I do each night...

Destroyed
Me from within...

Sat alone huddled in the corner
Watching how the others act with you...

Look at you, standing there in all your glory
Smile as pretty as a picture, yet secretly...

Twisting, weaving, words
spiralling out of your control...

What would you do if you knew what I were...
That sometimes I imagine your blood splattered all...

**Collab With Kerry **
There's something there inside...

Swimming
Through the water...

My mind visited today,
imagining walking over...

Running along the floor
Heart pounding in my chest...

When I want to break down and cry
Instead I will smile...

I always thought the hardest thing
in this world-was to live in it...