Seems I'm finding it quite amusing
How things can change so much...

I watch you struggle with
your demons and it hurts me...

Smiling a fake smile every day
Always pretending I'm okay...

I've tried my hardest to move on
But it seems I just can't let go...

Thinking it's time to finally move on
Wallowing in misery for so long...

Here I go again, why did I listen to my heart
All you ever did was tear it completely apart...

You tell me that you have feelings for her
Yet you still and always will love me...

We used to be the very best of friends
Made that childhood pact of friends forever...

To all the people who hurt me
To all the people who couldn't let me be...

Did you know I'd give anything to be with you
To stay lying in your arms forever more...

Seems I've fallen hard for you
Miss you all the time...

To cut or not to cut
is the question she asks herself every day...