Dear god,
are you really there? are you listening? i want to...

Do you ever hear her or see her? can you hear what...
do you see her makeup running or the look in her...

I go through life trying my best to be happy, but...
i go through each day with a smile painted on my...

You ask me the same thing everyday. and i always...
i tell you i am okay but you hear what you want to...

I do something wrong and it makes you mad. cant do...
i turn to the blade every nite. cut deep into my...