Sitting here
with blood all around...

Now is the time
I have to say goodbye...

Abandoned
thats how I feel...

Some days are a struggle to
get through...

Thanks for being there for me when I lived there...
Thanks for allowing to let me go...

Its been months
but i still can't...

I may not believe anymore,
but I still believe in the power of prayer...

Please help
anyone who gets this...

You say I hurt you...
well you hurt me worse...

What kind of
mother, isn't there...

People think its easy to get over.
Like it was no big deal...

I luv ya all and i hope you all realize that. I...
Casey you are the best. I don\'t know what i would...