"Oh my Love it's you that I dream of
Oh my Love, since that day...
Sitting here on this dreary day
Watching time just while away...
I wrote a new poem
It is not very good...
I feel I big swell of emotions
Rise up in revolt against my body...
All my life I have lived
With the sun always...
Whatever happened to the peace I once had?
Whatever happened to my dear old 'Dad...
You have hurt me
There is no going back...
Isn't it funny, how a world can be separated?
Between those that are acceptable...
Support... I have none
Hope... all but diminished...
I look around thy sacred ground
Things are scattered all around...
Thinking of all the good times I've had
Surviving through the good and the bad...
Worry sickens me
I can’t help feeling...