As much as I try
As much as we all try...

I await his departure
And venture to the outside...

You say all these things
Like you miss and love me...

Ear shattering yells
Dream cracking realities...

Each day that passes
Almost every night...

The way it feels
As he remembers times long gone...

The soft whispers of my past
Blow a soft breeze upon my ear...

There are those who seem the happiest in a crowded...

They say when you are hurt
By another or by your own unwanted actions...

The fear will no longer keep me down
I will sore above of him...

Over looked
Over rated...

You say your pain is never ending
But do you truly understand mine...