He is the one person she can never look in the eye, just because he's the only person in the whole world that would be able to tell that laugh and smile are far from real..

It's Crazy How Fast People Can Change Right In Front Of Your Eyes & Become People You No Longer Know...

Sometimes when you love people you wanna believe they're good..

Force a smile and blink away tears
I should be strong and have no fears.
but I'm finding it hard NOT to frown
I'm such a strong person...
...but I'm breaking down.

I'm staring at your photograph remembering all those times you made me laugh

There's nothing a girl wants more than something she can't have.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.
Look closely at me and you will see.
The girl i am just isn't really me.

I'm not miserable, but I'm not happy.
I'm not strong, but I'm not weak.
I'm not rude, but I'm not polite.
I'm not popular, but I'm not a loner.
I'm not dumb, but I'm no genius.
I'm not you, but I am me…accept it.

I tried and you didn't bother.
I fought and you gave up.
So when you start to miss me,
Just remember one thing,
you were the one who let me go.

I never believed you...I only wanted to.