Never thought
id ever fall...

Am I living a secret life
They never know why I dont feel alright...

I didnt have to wish
On a star, for you to care...

I've found the good in every bad
Remembered all the dreams that I had...

I can see why you were that way
But I cant apoligize cuz I wont say...

Wht u see
Is wht u get...

Im acting like it doesnt bother me
Cuz I dont want you to see...

I dont wanna grow older
Cuz then my past washes away...

Im waking up finally
From this mightmare of my life...

Words arent enough
To explain how I feel...

I wanna love like they do
I wanna feel the way they feel...

Im sufficating
Im locked inside with closed doors...