That urge so bad, so strong
To take that pain, and glide it down my arm...
Theyre all pretenders
Theyve never felt enough...
Will she ever feel okay
Or is she destined to forever gray...
The citadel that protected me
Has fallen in on top of me...
Nothing has changed
Your not listening to me...
This heavy head wont stay held high
Why should it...
I cant wipe the tears fast enough
Before they trickle down again...
I was moving ahead
But I looked back...
Your screaming weakens my heart
Til its ready to fall and hit the floor...
I feel alone and frail
But I have no reasons...
Fragile
You can crush me with your hand...
Its unfair
That you get everything...